*looks at all of the lower ratings* well, this is awkwardI really just loved this book. I had some mixed feelings while reading it, but guys, the payoff was amazing at the end. It was like And I Darken x Girls of Paper and Fire x The Winner's Curse?? I’m so glad this was my first read of 2019 <3Also, I was taking notes while reading the book, which I normally never do, and boy is there a long list of trigger and content warnings.trigger and content warnings for xenophobia, genocide, labor cam *looks at all of the lower ratings* well, this is awkwardI really just loved this book. I had some mixed feelings while reading it, but guys, the payoff was amazing at the end. It was like And I Darken x Girls of Paper and Fire x The Winner's Curse?? I’m so glad this was my first read of 2019 <3Also, I was taking notes while reading the book, which I normally never do, and boy is there a long list of trigger and content warnings.trigger and content warnings for xenophobia, genocide, labor camps, parental emotional abuse, attempted rape, puking, menstruation, cannibalism, physical abuse, fatphobia, sexism, poisoning, strangulation, dismemberment, graphic killing, soiling, infertility, colonization, addiction, and torture. I think that’s about most of them but if I missed any, let me know!There’s a scene in this book included attempted rape where a man attempts to rape Nokhai (Nok), one of the main characters, and it’s really problematic that the only queer character portrayed in this book is a sexual attacker? If anyone has a copy of the final book, please let me know if the scene is still in there. I know the author didn’t intentionally try to demonize queer people, but it’s still not okay and very hurtful. So, as you can see, this is a very heavy and dark book. When I first read it, I believed that it was going to be a “classic YA adventure fantasy,” but I was pleasantly surprised to see that it had so much more. The cover’s gray for a reason, y’all. It’s set in a world where there’s mass genocide and colonization (which I’ll elaborate more on later), so a lot of people might feel uncomfortable with this book and that’s completely okay. But I do think that this is a book that a lot of people need to read.Her mother’s voice echoed in her mind: You can bend to that reality, or you can be broken by it. Let them try to break her, then.→ lu, the feisty warrior who should’ve been named heirLu is an impulsive, headstrong, skilled fighter who’s had an aptitude for swordfighting her entire life. She’s been trained by a master, and has always been her father, the Emperor’s, favorite. She’s derisively called “The Girl King” by members of the court, and she fully expected to be named as the heir to the Empire. However, the Emperor names Lu’s cousin, Set, as heir instead, which comes as a blow to Lu’s pride and expectations. (which is rude)Lu’s family is the royalty of the Empire, which means that they have colonized several different lands and committed genocide. And Lu’s growth throughout the story into someone who recognizes the traumatic history of her country and family was truly amazing to see. → nok, the gifted kith who’s been hiding a secret...The secret is that he is one of the Gifted Kith, specifically the Ashina family. The Gifted Kith are shapeshifters, who can change into different animals. Each family has a different animal they can turn into, and Nok’s family’s animal was a wolf; Nok’s father was a Kith Father, who are the leaders of different families of Gifted Kith. Nok would have been trained to become a leader too, but the Hu royalty murdered most of the Gifted Kith or sent them to labor camps. (Nok is referred to as a slipskin, but that’s actually a derogatory term given to them by the Hu.)Nok has faced a brutal, dark past and so many people from his life have left and abandoned him and Lu is the first one to stay with him. (Their romance is amazing! It’s slow-burn and like… not super prevalent, but there)→ min, the ignored second daughter of the HuMin is the mother’s favorite, rather than the father’s, and she’s a young, indecisive and timid girl who’s always envied and idolized Lu. In her first chapter, she gets her first period and is officially declared as a “woman.” Further on, she learns that she has a power and that (view spoiler)[she’s basically a dark mage. (hide spoiler)] I really would love her character a lot more if she wasn’t, like, evil and fighting for the colonizing side. I’ve been getting more into antiheroines but it’s not the same when Lu is fighting to help commit genocide… Granted, she doesn’t fully understand the gravity, and is basically manipulated into doing work for Set, but… I can’t really love her. After Lu runs off and tries to find an army, Min becomes betrothed to Set in place of Lu, and her subdued desperation and willfulness comes out as it is revealed that there’s a dark spirit within her. She’s desperate to provide children for Set and be a good wife and to be recognized as an equal to her sister, and it’s just so so sad to see her spiraling down in madness and witchery. ”You are afraid.”“Yes.”Her mother leaned in close, her gray eyes regarding [redacted] with some strange mixture of tenderness and brutality. “Then be afraid,” she whispered.
→ the actual pace of the storyOkay, so… this book is slow and it takes quite a while to actually get to some of the points that are mentioned in the synopsis, but… it’s just kind of like an investment that you put your time into and you get this immense satisfaction and payoff. We get these amazing different lands and settings and yes, this is a traveling book, but I actually love traveling books? So leave me aloneee. This is very like And I Darken in that sense- it’s a great story, but it just takes time to build it up and it results in something amazing. However, I actually… didn’t enjoy And I Darken as much or put as much effort into staying with the story tbh, but that may be because The Girl King is an East-Asian inspired fantasy and I’m ownvoices for it! So, of course!I was very engaged in the story and paying attention, but mostly, it was very slow-paced and I was surprised that Nok and Lu’s first encounter was around 150 pages in. (Like, WHAT) This book seriously intimidated me at first, and I’m lowkey proud that I finished it. → other thingsThere is xenophobia present in this story, but it’s treated in a way that we definitely know that it’s wrong. When Lu refers to Nok as a derogatory term, he corrects her and she starts using the correct terms, so I was kind of confused as to why some felt specifically uncomfortable with the xenophobic aspects in this story. All xenophobia comes from the antagonist and is clearly marked as wrong; Nok and Lu specifically have heavy conversations about genocide. I think that it’s also nice to remember that the author is from a country that was heavily colonized. I said that this was very similar to the Winner’s Curse for me-- specifically because of how it discussed colonization; however, I… believe that the Winner’s Curse was less heavy on that? But I’m a little fuzzy on the details, because I read the Winner’s Curse quite a while ago.
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